AAhhmmmmm....welll for the past few weeks lets just say that I wasn't very happy with everything happening around me.. and my surrounding ... I had moved out from the place I called my home for the last 3 years and me was certainly not liking it.... not that I'm not adaptable to the changes but I think 3 years is a long time anyway ...... So here I am in a new place... new faces .... new people.... new apartment ... new environment and a total 180 degree change in the weather.... I guess I was used to living in a sunny weather and now.... heee hee ... well its rarely that sunny ... In everything that's happening new around me .... I stood back and was trying to get a grasp of the new surrounding and being a silent observer ... I like to observe very closely, watching every minute detail... so in this new place I stand back and like a true and a devoted spectator I just observe, watch people interact..... the way they get dress.. (since the usual temperature here is sub-zero)... the busy busy life .... I stand here and look at the very fast pacing lifestyle around me... everything is sooooo fast and swift ... so....energetic .. and in between the entire crowd of unknown faces I am still smiling ... if you may ask .. that's because in this crowd there's a reason for me to smile .. there's this one known face, an almost angelic face which has this gesture of reassurance ... an aura which can so very easily make anyone comfortable around itself ... and in that crowd he's standing there... watching me and is definitely smiling back at me ... it is such a great relief to know that you are not alone .. someone you trust and can rely on is just "half a call away" .... and I know I can always fall back to him and he'll try his level best to help me through.... Something about him just makes me smile .... don't know if its him or the small little things he does to make you feel comfortable and special or the gestures of warmth that just sways your heart away .... Small things like this really makes me feel blessed a lot of times ... blessed to have few people around me who really make a difference in what I really am today ..... Me!!
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This entry reminds me of a person, new to a different place, new to a different culture, new to a different way of thinking, new to a different world. Yet, in the midst of it all, this person finds the strength to look inside themselves for the confidence they need to navigate through these waters called NYC. Nobody gave this person a map...this person created a map for themselves. I like this entry.
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