You realise when you come to know that your life is suddenly taking a "U" turn which makes you take decisions, makes you believe that life is not that easy after all.... and nothing is predictable. Its not like back then when each and everthing in your life was mom and dad's concern.....Life I believed has already changed.!!!
It also makes you independent coz then you learn to make your own decision and find out your mistakes ......you cannot actually make them right but ya you can promise yourself not to make the same one's again.....I learned a lot though......I realised that if things dont work out for you, no body and I mean nobody on this earth can make them right until you do it by yourself!!! and frankly speaking no one even cares....!!!
At the age of 21 I've seen things that most people go through in the later part of their lives. I dont say neither do i want to prove something.....but I've learned a lot from my experiences and that made me grow......made me more mature......gave another perspective of living.....thinking more analytically......setting my priorities first which according to some of my friends is being more selfish but hey that's how the world works!!! Even then I've seen myself breaking down like a baby in darknes....in front of a friend and also in front of somewho who has been completely unknown to me.....I thank them again for their generosity in being there for me in my hard times. When I look back, I accept that those time were worth going thru.....for the simple reason that price I payed then will always repay me back throughout my life.....
But looking in a more positive manner its like any other test that we go thru when we are studyin....Its ok to fail and to fall down but what more important is that you stand up again and keep on trying .......every day in life is a test in itself.....and at times there are mid-terms and finals which are a lot tougher that a regular test....and then when you do good....you r elated , satisfied rather ......more confident of doing good next time tooo....at least would try to achieve the same again!! Thats when you begin a new chapter of your life.....a new phase and a new begining...... :-) The love that you have .....for yourself and the never giving upon situations....the hope.....to stand up against all odds....
this reminds me of a b'ful song by Mariah Carey.... "Through the rain" it goes like
"I can make it thru the rain..I can stand up once again....
on my own and I know that I'm strong enuf to mend
and every time I feel afraid , I hold tight up to my faith
and I live one more day....and I'll make it thru the rain!! "
Also listen to song "Behind these hazel eyes" by Kelly Clarkson" its a cool foot taping number but relates to the essence of not giving up!!!
It also makes you independent coz then you learn to make your own decision and find out your mistakes ......you cannot actually make them right but ya you can promise yourself not to make the same one's again.....I learned a lot though......I realised that if things dont work out for you, no body and I mean nobody on this earth can make them right until you do it by yourself!!! and frankly speaking no one even cares....!!!
At the age of 21 I've seen things that most people go through in the later part of their lives. I dont say neither do i want to prove something.....but I've learned a lot from my experiences and that made me grow......made me more mature......gave another perspective of living.....thinking more analytically......setting my priorities first which according to some of my friends is being more selfish but hey that's how the world works!!! Even then I've seen myself breaking down like a baby in darknes....in front of a friend and also in front of somewho who has been completely unknown to me.....I thank them again for their generosity in being there for me in my hard times. When I look back, I accept that those time were worth going thru.....for the simple reason that price I payed then will always repay me back throughout my life.....
But looking in a more positive manner its like any other test that we go thru when we are studyin....Its ok to fail and to fall down but what more important is that you stand up again and keep on trying .......every day in life is a test in itself.....and at times there are mid-terms and finals which are a lot tougher that a regular test....and then when you do good....you r elated , satisfied rather ......more confident of doing good next time tooo....at least would try to achieve the same again!! Thats when you begin a new chapter of your life.....a new phase and a new begining...... :-) The love that you have .....for yourself and the never giving upon situations....the hope.....to stand up against all odds....
this reminds me of a b'ful song by Mariah Carey.... "Through the rain" it goes like
"I can make it thru the rain..I can stand up once again....
on my own and I know that I'm strong enuf to mend
and every time I feel afraid , I hold tight up to my faith
and I live one more day....and I'll make it thru the rain!! "
Also listen to song "Behind these hazel eyes" by Kelly Clarkson" its a cool foot taping number but relates to the essence of not giving up!!!
