Wednesday, December 06, 2006

I Love.....


"Let these words
not only touch your eyes,
let them
travel through your soul,
and let them
vest in your heart
and you rest in mine"
The most adorable 3 words "I Love You" (or should I say 3 letter word?? ILU) can have so many forms of its own. I think its only group of words that can have so many forms of life. When telling your friends or family as a matter of fact, it comes with such an ease but at the same time when you want to say it to someone you like, these are those 3 words become the most difficult ones to say or should I say the most difficult ones to confess. I was talking to my this real cool chic friend of mine and it came out so easily and so naturally that I really love her (no second thoughts should be applied) and her friendship n I'm glad that we met, and after telling her I noticed the immenseness of the word. The reason I now referred it to a word is coz I now am starting to understand that the word I LOVE YOU is just not some words put together to form a sentence, but it is "the" word which holds so much diversity in itself and can mean so much to so many people is so many different context and in different phases of life and why is it only referred just only as a word and not as a sentence (or group of words) .


What surprises me the most is the enormity of the word, the feelings and the emotions attached to it. How does it feel to you when you say love you to your mother or your father?? How do they feel about it when it is coming from their own selves, their kids??( you are very much so a part of your parents... its like a cell division process) How does it feel when you tell the same thing to your best friend.... How do they feel about it?? How does it feel when you tell it to someone you admire, adore and cherish their presence around you?? (Some one you want to be with) .. How does this feel now to you when you have to say it.... Why are there so many speculations attached to this unique form of saying I Love You. And at that instance of time the most important question that runs from your head to toe is how do they feel about it?? Last but not the least how does it feel when you say "I Love You" to yourself??

Monday, December 04, 2006

hmmm.... even during my finals I couldn't fight the temptation to write. I must admit it relaxes me a lot and clears my mind with all the darn tensions... So while studying for the finals when on break I was watching dhoom 2. I'm going nuts for the movie. The more I see Hrithik the more I like him. He's a real dude, and so it happened that the love chemistry between Aryan aka Hrithik and Sunehari aka Aish made me think, esp the intimate scene where they(she) confesses their love for each other, and it made me wonder..... hmm and then I was thinking that some where deep down inside all the practicality and realistic thoughts we all want a fairy tale love story, where you get to meet the one who is made for you in a very melodramatic way.... well I've got to admit I think I want to... not just coz m such a dramebaaz babe... but coz I think I want to; not that filmy types too, but something or in some way which would make it special. I guess all of us want it to happen, but only some of us admit it.

Agreed that life is not always bed of roses but that does not imply that it is full of thorns also. It good to have a balanced life .... a little bit of hard work, some dreams (including fairy tale dreams), which would bring happiness, some drama and a lot of naughtiness( a must for a person of my attitude), a great company of cooolll friends and a spec person who would want you to come back home to.... ahhh a perfect life!!