The picture says it all!!

I found this picture somewhere on the internet. At first I was just looking at the colors and could only appreciate its outer beauty...but only until yesterday it was mere a picture to me...now it isnt!!
The orange tree with shredded leaves symbolises enthusiasm that once the tree passes through fall, spring will not only bring happiness but will again load the tree with its beautiful leaves...the green water is there to heal the saddness of the tree and is protecting the tree from falling apart...It is so obvious that the picutre is different and amazing to see that the colors convey the strength to stand and hold on till spring arrives in our lives too....

Sometimes I dont like being the one who's always in good shoes....I dont want to be understanding all the time, I dont want to be the one who is all about being the perfect girl, understanding everyone around me and being a good girl... I dont want to be labeled as "understanding". I dont want to be the one who pampers the people around her...I want to get pampered , I want to do the wrong things and want some one to back me up for that....tell me its ok to make mistakes......to tel me that things are going to be ok soon.....I dont want to responsible for makings some one's day or ruining some one's day....I want some one to make my day...understand me and make me be a little kid.. sometimes I just dont want to grow up so that I dont have to be in everyone's good shoes.... every one expects me to be the perfect one around....well no one is perfect is it?? Life is not about being the perfect one....its all about living it to the fullest....learning for the wrong and rights.....I guess that what even I am trying to do!!