Its just so hard sometimes to let go of things or should I say times which I've cherised all my life.. and those cherised times....they were shared with some of the closest people that I "had" in my life....and now I don't have them anymore!!Its so hard to let go of the past.....Why does it has to be so hard?? Recently it is happening to me that I am loosing all the people I was close to...the "people" who I always referred to as my "best friends" and now they are just "people"....they have started drifting away from me...leaving me all by myself....."alone" I guess and I hate to say that I dont like it at all.... all my life I've always been this blithe natured girl...always had my best friends with me....uhhhh that was all past, the presents only holds me alone....and now I'm even scared more of loosing them all and you know what I dont like this....I don't want things to change...I've never changed for anyone...but why did they changed?? I agree that priorities change....mine changed to....not everyday is same and time changes......but that doesnt mean that even the strongest relationships change!!
Why is it so hard to let it all go????? I dont want that I should be everyone's priority or I should be the center of attraction for everything!! All I am asking for is just my friends back....is it so much to ask for?? All I am asking for is my life back?? Is it so hard to get it back???Is it so hard to get back the people you love the most, the people who ae your friends and who make you what you are?? I dont want to be the one to let it all go.....I dont want to be alone....I hate being alone....Its .......Its so uhhh hard..Its ............It is so empty.....I dont like emptiness .....It'll kill me and as a matter of fact it is killing me slowly.......
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